I whisper so hungrily

to feel you beside me

the need to explain

is not very clear

 

I come to find shelter

where I warm my silence

to free my expression

is not my wish

 

I think I am dying

feeling that I am

wishing for anything

to make me forget

 

Everything I need

Is something you hate

and with this I know

you’ll leave in the end

 

I remember wishing

silently kissing

feeling your trembling lips

reject your fear

 

I remember the silence

endlessly trying

to see through the darkness

that you held dear

 

covered completely

open and in need

you smiled weakly

and closed your eyes

 

afflicted forever

we left together

and faded softly

into the night

 

God to feel just once as I did

to live in regret and die when I kissed

the soft flowing pain you gave with a smile

to walk inside your soul for awhile